- Dreaming my way past Reality -

Born Jan.1, 2012, such an easy date to remember. Thankfully not in the morning or afternoon during my recovery time. But while I was cooking dinner which was a pain. And momma was not a happy camper. She had a lot of pain with these three, they all came out backwards the poor thing. And the last kitten is on pneumonia watch as she was stuck in there after the sack was broke for awhile. I finally had to go to assist her and clean baby up. Her little toes where starting to turn blue :C And at the time it sounded like she had fluid in the lungs, but an hour later she was normal sounding so I hope to god she's ok for the long haul.


FYI: They are Devon Rex. Since everyone always asks me ;)

My parents have gotten tired of storing my MLPs, and frankly I don't have the space for them either it's time to part ways. I have my box of G3s and looking at Ebay my chances of selling are slim to none it looks like. They are all in the box for the most part and yet still, I don't know, I might get a mere $5 for the christmas ponies out of it. I'm almost wondering if it'd be best to sell in a large bulk, or just giving them to Toys for Tots if I have no chance in selling them.

Even the G1s are going for next to nothing and there are some really nice ones on there. So I don't know. What worries me is I can't find my box of G1 ponies O_O I have no clue where they put it or if I still own it. I care a lot more about the G1s than I do the G3s.


If anyone is interested or knows of a good place other than Ebay let me know. I don't even know how to figure out shipping D: I'm a wreck.

Tablet babble again.

I've been looking around Ebay for a new tablet now that it's taxes time. I saw one for $120 that I'm ticked I didn't go after more, but the description was a little off and I had only 5 minutes to decide. I think I want to do a MED this time vs smalls. There is a Intuos 3 for $150 right now, but it still has a full day D: Then there is also 2 Graphires (which I have now only in small) for $20 & $70. I don't mind mine, again, I just broke it being dumb :\ I was thinking if I just bought the cheap one (which has been used a lot it says but still works great?) then if it busts down in a year I can get a new one then. But over all I'm just not sure if I should go the extra step and just dish out the money now.


Is there a big difference between the two? Bamboos are out because I very much dislike having to do touch instead of a mouse, and I don't see the point of going out and buying a mouse too.

Soo I kept hearing people talk about replacing their nibs. My tablet, or something, has been really screwed up lately so I figured, oh hey, everyone keeps talking about their nibs, maybe that's the problem. I attempted to figure this out before, without luck. So today I got upset and was messing around with the pen a bit annnnnd I pulled the pen apart. x__x. At first I was all like ooooh hey, that's how they do it. So I went to put it back together now that I knew how to take it apart and realized that no, I just broke the entire thing. The plastic is all cracked. I mean it works better now, but I can not do any hard pressure and I can feel it on the verge of breaking fully.

x___x. Go me. I am thinking of just buying a new one rather than try to find a new pen, the mouse is also messed up now and the thing is pushing 5 years old anyway. I have a Graphics4. There is one on Ebay for $11+10 shipping right now, with 3 days left. May try for that. Or a bigger one for $114+10 shipping x___x. Do not want to pay that much.

I want to stay with Wacom because I know them and like them. And I don't really want to go down in level. Are there other kinds that are good but that I can hopefully snatch up for a decent price?

To all those who own a Wacom... will any wacom mouse work for all tablets?

The scroll wheel broke on mine and it's highly irking me! Not sure of the model, thus the problem in finding JUST a mouse. Though I do have an old mouse from a later model that I could get from the parent's place. Yes no?

uuuugh. My professor said all was fine one day then a few days later "oh everything you've been doing isn't counting towards your internship so basically you're failing and haven't preformed any real hours towards your internship" REGARDLESS of the fact that everything I'm doing is in the fucking guidelines for our internship AND she already fucking approved of me doing. WTF. Me approving adoptions at a shelter is no longer counting. WHAT THE FUCK else is there to do at a shelter?! Are you kidding me!?

"You are only cleaning, water, feeding, and giving medical exams to the dogs" When the fuck did I ever say that and I know for damn sure my boss didn't say that either!

OH OH OH... yet other people doing their internship spent DAYS picking up sticks, painting, doing call backs, and sweaping the floors.... yet I'm the only one who's not doing my manager internship.... go fuck yourself.

Pissed. There goes 5k+ interest down the drain. Oh and 2 years of my life wasted. I sent her an email pretty much asking why what I was doing does not work. I went through what I do every fucking week then compared it to the guidelines so she can't bullshit around with me there. But she probably will.. and I even bothered to ask what I'm meant to do if I can't manage adoptions that will make up 30 hours a week... cause THERE IS NOTHING. I'm going to drop out of college if she fucks me around anymore. I've been under so much stress and people fucking me over since I started this 4 year program to where I want nothing to do with management EVER! So why the hell am I bothering with continueing school? Especially when I was flat out told I'm going to fail anyway.

I'm thinking about getting the new Chocolate TOUCH from Verizon with my upgrade. Versera(sp?) was another option. Or enV Touch also? Anyone have either or with opinions on them please, do share. I currently have the Venus, which was nice at first and all, but the touch pads at times were shit and was delayed. I heard the Chocolate was really good about that now. And I would hope so, my Venus still had usage buttons, these guys look like they are all 100% touch.

Well since our chat Saturday was it? He hasn't talked to her, and has actually blocked her number which is a huge surprise. And OMG surprise surprise again everything is wonderful once the bitch is out of the picture. He is even acting like him old self again.

Now for our neighbors. I've been like obsessing over it which I need to get over. I can admit my problems. I just really fucking hate that bitch so I snap, and it's still a huge stress that is still bothering my life. My little in the sorority (lol, she never met her) and her BF Josh (in a frat who the omega's hate, except for dave which is great) are coming over tomorrow night for a BBQ and drinking, perhaps some games outside to keep it going... They are just amazing to hang out with, but also, they'll piss them off so much.

I also love Harley because he flips out too every time they step outside. I know he annoys them because I can hear them bitch through the walls.


Cat Show this weekend with Zoey Zou my little calico devon rex. Plus a nice get away to easy my tension. Hopefully I can work because that $70 looks mighty nice considering the job at the school keeps screwing me around :| And I have like $3 to my name.




Finally Man vs Wild with Will Ferrell tonight was fucking AMAZING!

First of all, before I start this rant... I want it to be clear that I am not at all racist. In fact, honestly, I didn't give two shits about who won this election because frankly I thought they were both shitty! Black or white!


But I am getting so sick and tired of this bullshit following Obama's win! "America's changing the world with this election!" "American's new world change of power" "America's new government with Obama"... NO! It's still the same fucking parties! Just because Obama's black doesn't mean the game has changed! It's like just because there is a black man in the white house it means there is going to be world peace throughout the world. And yea... America is not the first to have a black OR woman leader! So that's another issue that's pissing me off! Everyone is acting as if America is the first to break the rules and allow something new to run... nooo! We're one of the last! Stop acting as if by us FINALLY putting in something new besides a old white guy that we are the first to embark on this adventure and that we are forever going to change the world because OMFG we elected a black man. Even his speech seemed all Rosa Parks this and so and so that... I don't need another black history month. Do your fucking job! Stop making this seem like it's a victory win for your race. Ya, be joyous, whatever.... but as ruler of the US, don't be only giving credit to your 'race' you have many different races about america looking for your guidence now, we don't need to be phrasing blacks for doing this and that... we say we've gotten past the racism with this election, but it just shows how far off we really are. Racism goes both ways there bud!

Another issue I had a problem with was the voters who voted for McCain because he was white (shame on you) but also I have a problem with the voters who only voted for Obama because he was black (and this makes you better then the McCain voters how?!) "I want to be apart of history" k... well, that's not a good reason to vote for someone fucktard!



Stop phrasing Obama because he's black, phrase him for winning the election. The more we get excited because he is of a different color the more we make ourselves look like racist assholes! I don't give a shit if the dude was fucking purple! As long as he can do the job, what does it matter.


If I hear one more report saying "Obama's creating the new world!" I'm not to flip the fuck out! The thing that is sickening is the fact that I bet you anything if McCain was black and Obama was white, McCain would have won, or have been a hell of alot closer!

If you did your research on your vote, good for you! I know not everyone is like this!But there seems to be a lot of people like this coming out of the woodworks.

So Mimi Rogers may be buying a pair of kittens from us. For those who don't know, she was Tom Cruise's first wife. The sale is between us or Diane, who is our friend and we work and in hand with our catteries.

This adds our kitten claim to fame list:
- Neighbors to Bill Clinton (& owner is a Famous artist of NYC or something)
- Neighbors to Michael Jackson
- Owned by Sultan of Bahrain

Not to mention our cats are in god knows how many countries.